Friday, October 24, 2008

Happy Birthday Dear Caden!

Today at 4:01am you turned 6 years old. I can't believe it's been that long ago...and in other ways it seems like just yesterday. You amaze me every day. You are doing things right now that didn't seem possible at first. Maybe I didn't believe in you. Maybe I didn't believe in myself. Whatever the case, you are a special little boy in so many ways.

This morning, you woke up in a great mood, as usual. Mommy is not a morning person, but walking into your room and seeing you standing up in your crib with a bright "HI!" definitely starts my day off well. You love your routine, and me adding the interior lining to your usual coat sent you off on the bus in tears. I'm sorry that kind of stuff bugs you sweetheart, but it's cold outside and recess will be ever-so-much more fun if you're snug and warm. We even had to send hat and mittens yesterday! I'm not ready for this weather already, but here it is. It was cool like this when you were born, too. But no one could have anticipated the sunshine you would bring into our lives!

When you were little and when I was expecting you, I had all kinds of hopes and dreams for you. I still do, but they have changed and that's not all bad! Plus, mommy has grown up a lot since then, too, so now perhaps my hopes and dreams are more "realistic". :) My biggest hope for you, Caden, is that you will know that you are loved - both by your family and by God. And in your eyes, I can tell that this hope is being realized. When you come to me for a snuggle, because only mommy can get it just right, I know you feel loved. When you smile and play contentedly, without worry of judgement, I know you feel loved. You aren't able yet to say, "I love you" with words, but your actions tell me you do. I love you so much Cay!!!

Tonight all your grandmas and grandpas and most of your aunts and uncles are coming over for a birthday pizza party. I know you're going to have a great time. I've already snagged a couple of balloons from a local store which you'll be over the moon about. I set up your birthday gift this morning when you left for school, complete with trip to Wal-Mart for batteries! However, I need your daddy to take a look at it - it won't work! (It's a remote controlled Elmo train, bought at a garage sale, and I so wish it would work - I want to see your eyes light up when you come in off the bus!)

Daddy's coming home in a bit to watch your brother and sister so I can come and bring cupcakes to you at school. We're going to share with your special ed class and also your Kindergarten class - it's your snack day today! I can't wait to see you at school and share in your excitement.

I could go on forever about you, my sweetie. My prayer for your 6th birthday is that you develop more words and foster those relationships you are building in your community. You are far more popular than anyone I know, and you are SO kind and deserving. Everyone's a friend to you and you treat everyone with the same, unabashed excitement. I appreciate you, and I am thankful to be learning from you. Thank you God, for the gift of Caden. Happy Birthday Caden James!

11 comments:

Megan said...

I was crying through your whole post. That was beautiful.

Happy birthday Caden!

Julie Keefe said...

Precious. Happy Birthday, Sweet Caden!

Jen said...

Happy Birthday Caden!!

Beautiful post, Tena. You are just the mom Caden needs and he knows he's loved. Happy 6 yrs of motherhood! :-)

Cindy said...

Beautiful post. Happy Birthday Caden!

Kristi said...

I was crying too.. So beautiful.. Happy Birthday Sweet Boy... Hope you have a fun day

Terri H-E said...
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Terri H-E said...

Happy, happy birthday little big boy! My birthday wish for you is that you spread your gifts your mommy so beautifully enumerated here, far and wide until you hit your next birthday. And then even farther and wider after that. You are a revered prince. I could tell when I met you that you were among the first to figure that out. Joy to you.

(I guess I deleted my original comment - oops)

Kerri H said...

I was crying too!! Happy B-day Caden!! We are ALL blessed with our children!!! They have taught us so much!!! Hopefully someday we will be able to meet in person! (since we live so close) :)

Jacqui said...

Happy Birthday Caden. Your mother's love for you is so deep - it moves me to read about it. I pray that God hears all her prayers for you. Have a FUN celebrating your 6 years!!!

Myssie said...

Happy Birthday Caden!!!

I am missing your smiling face, I can't wait until March!!

Jana said...

Ahh, how sweet! Happy birthday, Caden!