Tuesday, May 11, 2010

She is gone.

We brought her to the vet today at 4:30. It was fitting - James and I went to pick her up together when she was just a few weeks old and we brought her to the vet together today. Neither one of us could stand to be with her...our hearts were breaking. So we left her there and said our goodbyes to her. She just licked our faces and wagged her tail. I know I'm tired and emotional (I couldn't sleep last night because of it) but I feel like we made a horrible decision and now it can't be reversed. Tell me this gets easier. I can't stop crying right now. I was doing ok up until we got rid of all the dog stuff in the house because I couldn't bear looking at it...

3 comments:

Mark and Valerie Brandt said...

Tena, you did the right thing. She is happier now and can begin to get to know your neighborhood in heaven where you and James will be reunited with her because yes, I believe that! I am sorry that it is sad, but that means you loved her and you did the right responsible thing. It will get easier.

Tena said...

Thank you so much Valerie!!! I needed that!

Myssie said...

I am so sorry for your loss Tena.