I'm going to write. I'm going to write, and I'm going to put it all out there. I lost lots of weight, but then I let life take over and I am totally fat again. And I hate it. I am not happy about it, but it is what it is and I will own it. I will own it and I will say, in 2013 I'm getting a handle on this. I am going to take ownership of my actions and of my life. I am going to have a new house. I am going to have 5 fully potty trained kids (we are alllllmost there). I am going to embrace the little things and love life and be cheerful and just DO IT. Let's roll.